HOWEDY Mike D.,
"mike d." <mikdan7@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
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> "Michael A. Ball" <Guardian@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
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>> On Thu, 29 May 2008 08:03:21 -0400, Shari <shari@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
>>
>>>We adopted Dakota, a 7 month old dog pound special. She'd
>>>been bounced from home to home and had major behavioral problems (which
>>>we didn't know about until after we adopted her).
>>> But by then we were committed to her. We've had her now for
>>> almost a year...
>>
>> Thank for adopting a shelter dog, and for remaining committed, in the
>> face of adversity.
Ahhh, like HOWE michael was when HE MURDERED
his own FEAR AGGRESSIVE CHOWE Teddy~!
>> As a shelter employee, I wonder what the behavioral problems were.
michael cleans poop and disposes of DEAD DOGS at the "shelter".
He wants to get CERTIFIED as a EUTHANASIA TECHNICIAN
so he can improve his lot in life...
>> Do you think the shelter should have known about the problems and/or
>> should have warned you? If they knew, they should have warned you. If
>> the problems could potentially involve violence, the dog shouldn't have
>> been offered for adoption.
THAT'S INSANE. Dogs DO NOT HAVE behavior problems
that AIN'T CAUSED by ABUSE, michael <{}:~ ( >
>> Sadly, many of my coworkers don't even notice problems. Some of us
>> detect problems that others miss; simply because we spend more time in
>> contact with the dogs. I clean kennels, and see who is timid, who tends
>> to be resource aggressive, who doesn't like to be touched in a certain
>> way or place, and so forth. However, I don't always know who fights the
>> leash or chases cars and so forth.
Dogs "fight the leash" when you CHOKE them, michael.
Dogs "chase cars" when you CHOKE them, michael.
You can EXXXTINGUISH those behaviors NEARLY
INSTANTLY simply by DOIN EVERY THING EXXXACTLY
PRECISELO OPPOSITE of HOWE you PREFER, michael.
>> I see a lot of timid dogs get adopted, to people I think will be wise
>> enough and kind enough, to draw the dog out of its fear.
You mean, by CHOKING them, michael.
>> But the public is warned about, or even dissuaded from, adopting dogs
>> that have potentially violent behavioral problems.
Dogs ONLY have violent behaviors
WHEN YOU CHOKE THEM, michael.
>> Dog-on-dog aggression is the most frequently noted problem.
Dog-on-dog aggression is CAUSED BY
JERKIN an CHOKIN dogs, michael.
>> Almost no one will adopt such a dog.
So, you MURDER them.
>> And almost no one should.
That's ABSURD. ALL temperament and behavior problems
ARE CAUSED BY MISHANDLING, not BREED, not
"SOCIALIZATION," it's by OWNER ABUSE disguised
as OBEDIENCE TRAINING.
>> Again, thanks for being so kind and committed to your pet.
Ahhh, like HOWE michael is <{}: ~ ) >
>> ___________________
>> A dog's life is too short; their only fault really.
Yeah. That'll happen when you MURDER your own DEAD DOGS.
> I adopted my dog, who was deemed"vicious" and five years later,
> he has been the best dog I ever had. Mike.
EXXXCELLENT for you and your doggy, Mike~!
Here's the OTHER mike:
From:
"TheSincerelyIncrediblyFreakinInsanelySimplyAmazingGrandPuppyChild*****BirdyGoatFerettAndHorseyWizard"
<Human_And_Animal_Behavior_Forensic_Sciences_Research_Laborat...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: Sat, 24 May 2008 13:27:52 -0400
Subject: Re: dog arthritis
HOWEDY michael ball a.k.a. andrea beck, you despicable
pathetic miserable stinkin rotten lyin animal murderin punk
thug coward active accute chronic life long incurable malignant
maliciHOWES manic depressive mental case and rejected
pre-op TRAIN***ul self cutting psychopath,
"Michael A. Ball" <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
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> On Mon, 19 May 2008 20:00:57 -0700, riverra...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
(RiverRandy)
> wrote:
>>I have a miniture chow, ten years old...
> There are miniature Chow Chows? I've never seen any literature about
them.
> The AKC doesn't even know about them! As a Chow Chow lover,
You MURDERED your own DEAD CHOWE for bein AFRAID.
JUST LIKE HOWE YOU MURDERED Symphony.
REMEMBER, michael?
> myself, I've often wished they existed in miniature.
You LIKE tiny things, eh, michael??
>This is like a dream come true!
Yeah? Kinda like havin your own *** change operation, andrea?
> "Some people learn something new every day, others just get 24 hours
> older."
Well, so's it shouldn't be a TOTAL waste, Randy will appreciate
learnin of your own POSTED CASE HISTORY of MURDERIN
dogs an kats and CHRONIC INSANITY:
Your INTEREST in MURDERIN innocent defenseless
dumb critters is part of your efforts to justify your self-hate:
Newsgroups: alt.med.veterinary
From: Michael A. Ball <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2008 13:08:20 -0400
Subject: Euthanasia certification cl*****?
Who teaches euthanasia certification cl***** in most states? I live
in Tennessee. Are the cl***** usually open to anyone with the fee?
How much is the fee apt to be?
The shelter wants to keep me cleaning kennels the rest of my life,
but I would like to expand my capabilities. Thank you.
________________________
Whatever it takes.
BWEEEAAAHAAAHAAA~!~!~!
You've BECOME your own CRUEL STEP-FATHER.
LIKE THIS:
Newsgroups: alt.fifty-plus.friends
From: Michael A. Ball <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: Thu, 02 Oct 2003 18:52:34 -0400
Subject: Re: Superstitious?(sp)
On Wed, 01 Oct 2003 22:43:24 GMT,
**Dalin** <l...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
> Care to tell us why you feel that way? I won't try and argue with you or
> change your mind, but what happened to put you off cats above all other
> creatures?
I've never liked cats, because their movements are too
much like those of rats. Since childhood, I viewed cats
as no more than targets.
On 12-23-95, I killed a cat that my wife had allowed her
daughter to bring into the house, as a pet, several days
earlier. The cat was a stray and having it in the house
was contrary to our agreement for living here.
My wife moved out , permanently, that night.
Ten months later, she moved out of this county--deliberately
withholding her new address. I haven't heard from her since.
Thank you for not trying to change my mind. I won't argue
about this issue. Many people hate cats; perhaps most of
them are more discrete about voicing their opinions. I
try not to say much, but sometimes, I can't resist.
Michael
Whatever it takes.
Newsgroups: alt.fifty-plus.friends
From: Michael A. Ball <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: Thu, 02 Oct 2003 22:27:17 -0400
Subject: Re: Superstitious?(sp)
On 03 Oct 2003 00:12:27 GMT,
vbfree...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
(Vickie) wrote:
> I am glad that I know this about you...what you did was sick and creepy
> and I'll waste no more time on you.
Well, I have plenty of time, and I don't
mind wasting a bit more of it on You.
I'd like to tell you a little story. When I met Victoria,
she used marijuana and had lost custody of her four daughters.
We met at work, began to care about one another and eventually
married. We were very poor: I rode a bicycle to work, rain or
****ne. At the time we met, Victoria could not prove who she was.
She had no birth certificate, no driver's license, no education,
no self esteem, etc.
We regained custody of her daughters, actually the only one
not married by then was 11 year old, Jennifer. Victoria got
some counseling, began taking GED cl*****, got her driver's
license and an insured car. Later, she joined the church
choir, corrected her credit and obtained a credit card.
Eventually, we accepted a job managing this Hospital Guest
House. The house is on federal property so it is very safe.
Our living area is double was it previously was. All utilities
are furnished and there is no maintenance. This arrangement is
far superior to anything we could have imagined.
One stipulation placed on us was that Victoria's existing cat
could be the only pet allowed. Because Victoria felt obligated
to provide Jennifer's every request, as a way of making up for
lost time, she allowed Jennifer to keep the stray cat in the
house.
I wasn't about to let this spoiled brat
jeopardize such a grand living arrangement.
Victoria considered me verbally and emotionally abusive,
and killing the illegal cat was the final straw. Since I
had helped turn her life around, she had the means to move
out.
That was almost eight years ago; and I am still managing
this house. So, I reckon I must have some degree of compassion-
-and probably not as "sick and creepy" as you'd like to believe.
You can call my action "sick and creepy", but I call
it preserving an unimaginable op****tunity for us.
By the way, do you really think your little attitude would
mean anything to a person like me? LOL! Oh, I shouldn't
have asked: seeing how you'll waste no more time on me.
Pleasant dreams,
Michael
Whatever it takes.
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HOWE did you MURDER your step daughter's kitty kat, michael?
Did you SHOOT IT or bludgeon IT to death like HOWE HOWER
pal diddler PREFERS?
Newsgroups: rec.pets.dogs.behavior
From: Michael A. Ball <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: Mon, 14 May 2007 11:24:49 -0400
Subject: Re: Two Dogs versus One
neutered On 13 May 2007 17:43:06 -0700, Fran <franf...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
wrote:
>...I wrote about my Wheaton who gets aggressive when overly stimulated.
>I've decided that big groups are just not an option. I have been
thinking
>of adding another dog to the household (possible from Rescue) Does
anyone
>have any experience to share on this matter?
Let's say you find the perfect second and the two get along famously.
You still have to be on guard against over stimulation elsewhere and
large groups will still be out of the question. Your dog is dictated how
you live.
Before getting a second dog, bring your Wheaton into line. As a high
energy dog, it has certain needs and I believe those needs ought to be
respected and dealt with properly. Your dog also needs to understand
that there are consequences for improper behavior. Whatever it takes.
I think you'd feel much better about your self and your dog, if you
learn to control him, before getting a second dog. Once you two have
accomplished your task, the choice of puppy or adult might seem clearer
to you. Personally, I prefer adult dogs--and forever a rescue.
My dog, Tang, is a neutered Chow Chow. I introduced Teddy,
a neutered Chow Chow; known to be dog-on-dog aggressive.
Every time I thought we'd solved the problem, Teddy proved
me wrong--and was PTS after nine months.
I just wasn't wise enough to correct his behavior. Eventually, I
introduced Sophie, a spayed Chow Chow/Pekingnese. They've
gotten along so well. It took them along time, but they eventually
learned to play with one another. Tang is almost three times her size. :-)
If Tang had been my troublesome dog, I'd have corrected his behavior
before bringing in a new dog. It just seems like the logical thing to
do. do.
________________________
Whatever it takes.
Newsgroups: alt.suicide.holiday
From: Michael A. Ball <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: Fri, 21 Dec 2007 15:17:52 -0500
Subject: Re: re-do?
On Thu, 20 Dec 2007 22:48:07 -0600, HAVOC wrote:
>If you could go back to any previous time in your life and start again,
>where would you go and how would you change it?
I'd go back to age eight, and chop off both of my step grandfather's
hands. Then I drive a cross into his heart--because he loved the lord so
deeply.
Or maybe I'd go back to age seven and kill my mother, before she could
abandon me and my two younger sisters. Yes, that's the ticket. That
would be justice--and we'd have avoided the step grandfather, maybe.
________________________
Whatever it takes.
Newsgroups: alt.suicide.holiday
From: Michael A. Ball <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: Wed, 26 Sep 2007 11:29:02 -0400
Subject: Re: murder>suicide?
On Tue, 25 Sep 2007 01:33:57 -0500, ssaknup <ssaknup...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
wrote:
>does anyone ever feel like killing other people rather than killing
>yourself? kinda like the ones who made you life so ****y from the
past;..
No, that never occurred to me. Its a fairly silly idea.
Frankly, you sound more vindictive than suicidal.
My step grand father and my mother are already dead; so, there's no one
from the past to kill. Hell, I only blame myself for my flaws anyway.
They merely caused a lot of folks to suffer--many were little children.
Did you read Ancient's fine response? I see things much the same way.
However, I'm not quite as noble. I do have a sort of "cleaning list" for
some folks who are alive.
I recently asked if I should take them with me. The answer was a
unanimous "No." Gosh, it would be so easy. They work within 10 feet of
one another. I figure I'd only need eight seconds for all of them. Its
not even revenge: it would be a cleansing process. Most likely, I'll
leave them alone--with a note explaining that they had been targeted,
but spared.
You know who I'd really like to kill!? Wife/child/dog/horse abusers,
And woods arsonists! Its fun to think about.
For you, me, and everyone else, it's not what people do to us that makes
us less of a person: its what we do to our own selves. Evidence suggests
they had something to do with it, but I don't blame my mother and step
grand father for my failure and/or being warped. Sometimes, if we want a
better life, we have to make it better.
The folks you want to kill might have thrown in some unnecessary
challenges, but they didn't make your life anything! If you are bent on
real revenge, live well! Excel! Now that's revenge. IMHO
________________________
Whatever it takes.
Newsgroups: alt.sup****t.divorce
From: Michael A. Ball <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: Sun, 28 Sep 2003 14:18:55 -0400
Subject: Re: *picks self up off the floor*
On Sun, 28 Sep 2003 17:20:33 GMT, Janie <puffdream+...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
>I realize this is probably not going to be a terribly popular idea, since
>those reading and posting to this thread have sort of unanimously seemed
to
>determine that Jaysee is the innocent, fragile, damsel/victim in distress
>who needs rescuing from her evil ex and her fragile self-esteem... but...
Wow. Janie, I can't respond to all of your post right now,
but you said some things I want to think about.
At this point, my credibility isn't the greatest, but I want to assure
that some of us who did perceive Jaysee as "the innocent, fragile,
damsel/victim in distress who needs rescuing from her evil ex and
her fragile self-esteem...", now see that there are two sides to every
story. Speaking of two sides, I'd like to hear Bill's side of this story.
While I'm here, I want to commend a paragraph you wrote on 9-27.
It says, "Jaysee, it really is essential that you let go of Bill
completely.
Start striving for that feeling of "indifference" toward him that we all
need to develop toward our ex's. Not hate - that's still connected to
him.
Indifference is the goal." I couldn't agree more.
Most of my life, I've held that hate is the opposite of love, but
it's actually indifference. I'm not sure I ever hated my mother,
but I did reach a point where she didn't matter much--and then,
she didn't matter any. I didn't shed a tear when she died.
Michael
============
But that was the PROZAC talkin again:
Newsgroups: alt.suicide.holiday
From: Michael A. Ball <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: Thu, 15 Nov 2007 18:02:40 -0500
Subject: Re: my mother is gone.
On Thu, 15 Nov 2007 11:16:51 -0800 (PST), nightkitten
<gomenasai4everyth...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
>my mother passed away november 13th... 5 days after my birthday.
....
>shes gone. i feel horrible.
Whew! Only 16. I'm sorry you're here, but I understand.
I am very sorry for your loss. My mother was a stranger; so, I can't
say "I know how you feel." When she died, I cried just a tiny bit:
not because she was gone, but because she was never there.
But this post is about you. I don't know what to say, other than I'm
sorry: especially so, seeing that you two were close. Hopefully, wiser
people will be able to be of more help.
Considering your tender age, I reckon your mother was
quite young, too. That fact always adds to the pain.
Please, come here and talk. Cry and rant all you need to. Know that
you'll be hugged by many distant hearts. I'm not sure we can do better
than that.
Please, be kind to yourself. Again, I am sad for your loss.
________________________
Whatever it takes.
Newsgroups: alt.sup****t.survivors.prozac
From: "Michael Ball" <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: 2000/05/19
Subject: Re: I wanna be a Dr. Tracy
"Atracyphd," there's not much point in talking with you; so, this
message is for those who know what they are talking about.
Admittedly, Prozac, like all chemical compunds, affects us all
differently. I've only read one post where the person had more
positive results from Prozac than I have. I'm happy for that
person! I find the effects of Prozac most amusing--and amazing!
I don't seem to have any side effects.
Before going on Prozac, a year ago, I thought about suicide every
single day. While I still believe the world will be a better
place, once I out of here, I rarely think of suicide. So, even if
I hated Prozac, those who want me to live would still think its
great stuff!
Gary Fay, Amos, and Melissa are all Right! Your gloom and doom is
not wanted/needed/appreciated here. Your statistical methods seem
quite weak. And Prozac does keep some of us alive! By the way,
we might be on Prozac, but we are not stupid! Some of us have
passed statistics and probability courses! Now, if you are
suggesting any of us take Prozac for recreational purposes, you
must have lost your mind.
As for mothers killing their babies, I wish my mother had killed
me, because I'd rather be dead than abandoned!
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So, you MURDER your own dogs so they won't FEEL abandonded:
From:
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Tue, 8 Jan 2008 15:28:38 -0800 (PST)
Subject: Re: tomorrow I lose my little buddy
HOWEDY countinsheep,
<countinsh...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
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> To all that left kinds words,
You mean The Gang Of Pathetic Miserable Stinkin Rotten
Lyin Animal Murderin Punk Thug Cowards And Active
Accute Chronic Life Long Incurable Malignant MaliciHOWES
MENTAL CASES who jerk choke shock bribe crate intimidate
surgically ***ually mutilate an MURDER innocent defenseless
dumb critters an LIE abHOWET it?
> thank you.
As Al Capone sez,: "keep your friends close and your enemies closer."
> I tried to give her food this morning and she won't take it but did take
a
> few drinks of water. She has been the best of friends. :(
That's kindly of you.
> II
Of curse you'll get PLENTY of SYMPTATHY from your
newfHOWEND Gang Of Pathetic Miserable Stinkin Rotten
Lyin Animal Murderin Punk Thug Cowards And Active
Accute Chronic Life Long Incurable Malignant MaliciHOWES
MENTAL CASES who jerk choke shock bribe crate intimidate
surgically ***ually mutilate an MURDER innocent defenseless
dumb critters an LIE abHOWET it PALS <{}: ~ ) >
Ahhh, here's WON NHOWE! You'll NOTICE michael a.k.a.
andrea MURDERS innocent defenseless dumb critters for
work AND pleasure~!:
HOWEDY michael ball a.k.a. andrea beck, you
pathetic miserable stinkin lyin animal murderin
punk thug coward active accute chronic life long
incurable malignant maliciHOWES mental case
and rejected pre-op TRAIN***ul self cutting
psychopath,
"Michael A. Ball" <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message news:
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> On Mon, 7 Jan 2008 16:14:01 -0800 (PST), countinsh...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
wrote:
>>...To the others suggesting I didn't "try hard enough", please
>>understand...
> Please, don't think you need to explain your actions; especially not a
> second painful time. I think you see that the sadness and sup****t here
is
> very close to unanimous. Most of us were probably misty eyed as we
> responded.
INDEEDY! THAT'S on accHOWENTA they're all CHRONIC
MANIC DEPRESSIVES and animal murderin cowards <{}: ~ ) >
> As for opposing views, just consider the source.
LikeWIZE for concuring views...
> Only a pathetically ignorant, and callous person would belittle your
> efforts.
Ahhh, an likeWIZE only a pathetically ignorant, and
callHOWES person would MURDER their own dog.
> Be kind to yourself.
michael LIKES kindness <{}: ~ ) >
> When I count my blessings, I count my dog twice.
INDEEDY! michael counts WON time for michael, an
WON time for his alter ego, andrea. Here's michael hurtin
intimidatin an murderin a whole bunch of innocent defenseless
dumb critters on accHOWENTA he's a INCURABLE MENTAL
CASE as PROVEN in his own POSTED CASE HISTORY:
"Michael A. Ball" <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
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> On Mon, 10 Dec 2007 17:38:17 -0500, Janet Boss
> <ja...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
>> ... [23 months] Wish it could be longer. Only hope is that he never
gets
>> to make money off his football career in any way, shape or form.
> Yes, let's hope. I also hope he meets some dog lovers in jail.
Perhaps he'll meet a nice dog lover like yourself he can
call his own, eh, andrea "STICK *****" beck a.k.a.
michael ball?:
Groups: alt.sup****t.depression
From: Michael A. Ball
Date: Sun, Mar 14 2004 6:25 pm
On 14 Mar 2004 13:48:35 -0800, crysal...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
(crysalis) wrote:
> [...]Tomorrow I see the Dr. I hope they tell me something good. [...]
I hope he tells you "something good" too! If you were
asked to list the top three good things you'd like for
him to tell you, what would they be?
I put myself in your shoes for a minute and discovered
that question is not as simple as it sounds. We don't
always know how to heal the pain or even what is causing
the pain: we only know that we hurt.
Maybe your doctor will tell you that it is not your skin
that you want to escape, but everything inside of that
skin" your..."self"!
I'm reminded of a time in my life when I applied to enter
a *** reassignment program. Fortunately, during the initial
evaluation process, it was determined that I wasn't
trans***ual, and didn't want to be a woman: I just didn't
want to be Michael Ball.
That was a day of considerable relief, but also one of great
sadness and hopelessness. There would be no Andrea Beck,
and for the time being, no escape from MB.
Best wishes tomorrow. I hope you'll tell us how things went
Michael
A day without recoil is like a day without sun****ne!
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Newsgroups: alt.fifty-plus.friends
From: Michael A. Ball <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: Thu, 02 Oct 2003 18:52:34 -0400
Subject: Re: Superstitious?(sp)
On Wed, 01 Oct 2003 22:43:24 GMT,
**Dalin** <l...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
> Care to tell us why you feel that way? I won't try and argue with you or
> change your mind, but what happened to put you off cats above all other
> creatures?
I've never liked cats, because their movements are too
much like those of rats. Since childhood, I viewed cats
as no more than targets.
On 12-23-95, I killed a cat that my wife had allowed her
daughter to bring into the house, as a pet, several days
earlier. The cat was a stray and having it in the house
was contrary to our agreement for living here.
My wife moved out , permanently, that night.
Ten months later, she moved out of this county--deliberately
withholding her new address. I haven't heard from her since.
Thank you for not trying to change my mind. I won't argue
about this issue. Many people hate cats; perhaps most of
them are more discrete about voicing their opinions. I
try not to say much, but sometimes, I can't resist.
Michael
Whatever it takes.
Newsgroups: alt.fifty-plus.friends
From: Michael A. Ball <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: Thu, 02 Oct 2003 22:27:17 -0400
Subject: Re: Superstitious?(sp)
On 03 Oct 2003 00:12:27 GMT,
vbfree...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
(Vickie) wrote:
> I am glad that I know this about you...what you did was sick and creepy
> and I'll waste no more time on you.
Well, I have plenty of time, and I don't
mind wasting a bit more of it on You.
I'd like to tell you a little story. When I met Victoria,
she used marijuana and had lost custody of her four daughters.
We met at work, began to care about one another and eventually
married. We were very poor: I rode a bicycle to work, rain or
****ne. At the time we met, Victoria could not prove who she was.
She had no birth certificate, no driver's license, no education,
no self esteem, etc.
We regained custody of her daughters, actually the only one
not married by then was 11 year old, Jennifer. Victoria got
some counseling, began taking GED cl*****, got her driver's
license and an insured car. Later, she joined the church
choir, corrected her credit and obtained a credit card.
Eventually, we accepted a job managing this Hospital Guest
House. The house is on federal property so it is very safe.
Our living area is double was it previously was. All utilities
are furnished and there is no maintenance. This arrangement is
far superior to anything we could have imagined.
One stipulation placed on us was that Victoria's existing cat
could be the only pet allowed. Because Victoria felt obligated
to provide Jennifer's every request, as a way of making up for
lost time, she allowed Jennifer to keep the stray cat in the
house.
I wasn't about to let this spoiled brat
jeopardize such a grand living arrangement.
Victoria considered me verbally and emotionally abusive,
and killing the illegal cat was the final straw. Since I
had helped turn her life around, she had the means to move
out.
That was almost eight years ago; and I am still managing
this house. So, I reckon I must have some degree of compassion-
-and probably not as "sick and creepy" as you'd like to believe.
You can call my action "sick and creepy", but I call
it preserving an unimaginable op****tunity for us.
By the way, do you really think your little attitude would
mean anything to a person like me? LOL! Oh, I shouldn't
have asked: seeing how you'll waste no more time on me.
Pleasant dreams,
Michael
Whatever it takes.
-------------------
HOWEDY michael aka michelle aka andrea beck,
you pathetic miserable stinkin lyin animal murderin
punk thug coward active accute chronic life long
incurable mental case and pre-op TRAIN***ual who
couldn't qualify for ***ual reassignment surgery on
accHOWENTA your PSYCH DOC SEZ you'll STILL
HATE YOURSELF even if he makes you a woman,
"Michael A. Ball" <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message news:
4ebab358arkjk6tpbmsja2d4b5em91i...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> On Thu, 02 Aug 2007 14:47:43 -0400, Shelly <she...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
>>Rocky wrote:
>>> The next step is to make their mouth on your skin uncomfortable, but
>>> I'll let the more knowledgeable pit bull people address that one.
matty means the Pit Bull dog lovers who MURDER
their own dogs on their first grHOWEL at a human.
Like HOWE you do, michael.
>> I wouldn't call myself a knowledgeable Pit Bull person, but,
But shelly IS a proven lyin animal abusin
obsessive compulsive manic depressive
mental case, as are matty and yourself.
>> I had a mouthy Pit mix puppy who did *not* get the idea that being
bitten
>> wasn't fun for humans. Whenever he'd bite me, I'd fold his lower lip
>> over onto his teeth...
MHOWETHING is a BONDING behaivor, michael.
HURTIN the dog for MHOWETHING will make IT
fearful and aggressive.
You know HOWE mentally ill REJECTION made you.
HOWE COME would you WANT to do that to a DOG?:/
Subject: "Secret Cutting"
Groups: alt.sup****t.depression
From: Michael Ball
Date: Tues, May 30 2000 12:00 am
Email: "Michael Ball" <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
The movie, "Secret Cutting" airs tonight at
9:00 p.m. eastern, on USA Network.
-----------
Groups: alt.sup****t.depression
From: Michael Ball
Date: Mon, Dec 27 1999 12:00 am
Howard Hong wrote,
> "If I wanted more of this feeling, then it would probably be a pleasure,
> no?"
I almost replied, "WRONG!," and offered this explanation:
I sometimes makes little cuts under my watchband, with a
razor blade.
Although there is some physical pain, I feel triumphant
because Michael Ball is getting a little dose of what he
deserves. So, it is a pleasure.
How odd; even sensations that most people would rate as
bad, sick, horrible, etc., can be and are pleasures--if
we want them. I never thought of those insignificant
little cuts specifically as pleasures, but they are!
I love it when little streams of blood trickle down my arm.
And I like the reminder pain over the following couple of
days, during the healing process.
------------
Subject: Prozac
Groups: alt.sup****t.depression
From: Michael Ball - view profile
Date: Mon, Aug 14 2000 12:00 am
Prozac affects everyone differently. Please, don't allow
other's Prozac experiences to influence you too much.
I take another medicine that makes me tired; so, I can't
attribute fatigue to Prozac. FWIW, fatigue is a common
complaint. I don't believe Prozac has any effect on one's
immune system. In my humble opinion, Tabasco Sauce and
jalapeno peppers are far more effective than any flu shot!
:-) I haven't had a cold in years. :-)
Wait a minute! A cat lover!?
Oh, well, I suppose someone has to...
(((K))) I hope you're doing well today.
Michael
-------------
>> I suspect that works better with needle sharp puppy teeth than adult
>> teeth, though.
INDEED? It makes dogs fearful and aggressive
and then dog lovers like you gotta MURDER them.
> It does work faster on puppies, but it works very fast on adult dogs,
too,
> doesn't it!
shelly SEZ IT DIDN'T WORK for her, michael.
Here's HOWE well it worked for you:
From: "Jerry Howe" <jho...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> -
Date: Fri, 31 Aug 2001 18:52:06 -0400
Subject: Re: Symphony rests in Peace.
Hello michael,
"Michael A. Ball" <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
news:tp01k9kg212nfe@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> As expected, Symphony, the 12 week old puppy, bite case, was euthanized
> today.
No she wasn't euthanized, she was MURDERED, because
you do that stuff to dogs for a living for yourself.
You're part of the problem, michael.
> He won't be startled, terrified or confused anymore.
That IS reassuring, michael.
Is that what your 'boss' told you?
> I like to believe he has perfect hearing now.
I'd prefer you'd take his place.
> Thanks to everyone who made recommendations, and offered insight,
prayers
> and encouragement.
BWWWAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!
YOU MURDER DOGS FOR A LIVING and
you MURDER kats for PLEASURE, michael.
> I understood the liability issue long before meeting Symphony, but Lynn
> K.'s experience
Your pal lying "I LOVE KOEHLER" lynn is a
pathological liar and notorious dog abuser, you puke.
> with a $30K settlement was a sobering thought.
What would be sobering would be to
THINK about what you're doing.
> Still, if there was anyway to nullify that liability and have this puppy
> adopted, I wanted to find it.
Sorry mikey, you just don't have the knowHOWE.
--------------------
> My dog, Tang, is a neutered Chow Chow.
Ahhh, a WELL TRAINED rescue dog, eh, michael?
> I introduced Teddy, a neutered Chow Chow;
Surgical ***ual mutilation INCREASES phobic
and hyperactive behaviors, michael. There AIN'T
NO benefit to "neutering" other than for the veterinary
malpracticioners who PROFIT from SHELTER /
RESCUE abusers who likeWIZE PROFIT from
SELLIN mutilated dogs to caring unsuspecting
ignorameHOWESES, otherWIZE, there's BE NO
overpupulation problem, after nearly thirty years
of SHELTER / RESCUE Spay / Neuter Nazi genocide.
> known to be dog-on-dog aggressive.
You mean, as a BREED they're AFRAID
of DOGS, michael?
THAT'S DOGGY RACISM, ain't it, michael.
> Every time I thought we'd solved the problem,
You mean, every time you REPRESSED your puppy's
FEAR BEHAVIOR by jerking an chokin IT on your
pronged spiked pinch choke collar and sprayin aversives
into ITS eyes and lockin IT in a box and IGNORING ITS
CRIES, michael?
> Teddy proved me wrong-
Naaah?
> -and was PTS
You mean you "GAVE UP" an MURDERED IT
rather than return IT to the "RESCUE SHELTER"
where you voulenteer to MURDER dogs to sup****t
yourself seein as you're on SOCIAL SECURITY
MENTAL DISABILITY INCOME and can't afford
dog food, michael?:
From: Michael A. Ball
Date: Sat, Apr 8 2006 3:51 pm
>"Andrew A. Nanton" <a.nan...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote
>> What is the best way to perform home euthanasia on a dog? I want to put
>> down the family pet but I don't have a lot of money and if there is a
way
>> to do it humanely and cheaply, I will. All replies appreciated. Andrew
>> Nanton
That's a lot of wisdom--for a "top poster".
$50.00 for euthanasia and cremation is a real bargain.
The same service would be about $120.00 for a 40#
dog, in this area.
You know, I don't believe in beating around the bush
much. I believe we ought to say what's on our mind.
I see you hold a similar view. Of course, having a
small mind complicates things. That was quite a
generalization you made: "Anybody that can't afford
that ($50.00 to have their pet killed) shouldn't have a
pet in the first place!"
Andrew Nanton didn't mention that the family pet was
sick or aged. So, for all we know, the family is saying
good bye to their pet because they can't afford $50.00
to keep it alive!
If that is the case, they probably don't have $50.00 to
kill their pet! Either way, they are trying to do the
right thing.
Because of money, my pet owner****p days are running out.
I hope you are never faced with that situation.
Whatever it takes.
----------
> after nine months.
HOWE COME didn't you just RETURN IT
to the "RESCUE SHELTER", instead of
MURDERIN IT, michael?
> I just wasn't wise enough to correct his behavior.
Naaaah?
HOWEver, you ARE "WIZE" enough to advise
Tracy abHOWET her fearful dog Dallas?
> Eventually, I introduced Sophie, a spayed Chow Chow/ Pekingnese. They've
> gotten along so well. It took them along time,
BWEEEAAAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!
Opposite *** aggression is UNHEARD OF
in Nature and unmutilated dogs, michael.
> but they eventually learned to play with one another.
AMAZING!
> Tang is almost three times her size. :-)
SHAAAZZZAAAMMM?
> If Tang had been my troublesome dog, I'd have corrected his behavior
You mean you woulda jerked choked an shocked IT,
michael? And if THAT failed, you'da done the MOST
KINDEST thing for him an MURDERED HIM, JUST
LIKE HOWE you MURDERED Symphony for bein
DEAF <{}: ~ ( >
> before bringing in a new dog.
PERHAPS the DOG ain't the PROBLEM, michael?
> It just seems like the logical thing to do. do.
INDEED? Don't you think your ANTI-PSYCHOTIC
MEDICATIONS might influence your LOGIC, michael?
> Whatever it takes.
What it TAKES is for The Sincerely Incredibly Freakin
Insanely Simply Amazing Grand Puppy, Child, *****,
Birdy And Horsey Wizard to IDENTIFY EXXXPOSE
and DISCREDIT you as the pathetic LYIN ANIMAL
MURDERIN MENTAL CASE that you are, EVERY
TIME YOU POST:
> Why did your friend give away such a fine dog?
Perhaps her friend went into a MENTAL INSTITUTION?
> How did you get the dog to accept you?
Perhaps she knew the dog PRYOR. Besides,
that ain't none of your doGdameneD business
and it's IRRELEVENT.
> As I believe you realize, Dallas is far, far behind on socialization;
That's a load of CRAP, michael, you pathetic mental
case. Socialization is DONE pryor to leavin the litter
box otherWIZE a human WOULDN'T BE ABLE to
handle IT.
You pathetic miserable stinkin lyin animal murderin
punk thug coward active accute chronic life long
incurable MENTAL PATIENTS MURDER dogs
who object to bein jerked an choked on your pronged
spiked pinch choke collars an CALL IT RESCUE:
From: Michael A. Ball <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: Thu, 30 Nov 2006 21:28:13 -0500
Subject: Re: Briar
On Thu, 30 Nov 2006 17:38:47 -0600, Lynne
<unmonitored.em...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
wrote:
> We had a long afternoon with the behaviorist and learned quite a lot.
> Unfortunately, Briar is not going to be staying with us... Flame away.
> I'm numb.
No flames here: only empathy.
Teddy was my version of Briar. I don't even
want to talk about him, except to say that
I will never forget him.
A dog's life is too short; their only fault really.
---------------
That's curiHOWES ain't it, michael, seein as
it's you DOG LOVERS who MURDER dogs
an give them their SHORT LIVES.
> and it's going to be a challenge to correct-
You mean if she jerks and chokes and intimidates
IT like HOWE you done to all them DEAD DOGS
YOU MURDER at the shelter and your own PETS?
Teddy wasn't the ONLY dog of your own you "GAVE
UP ON" an MURDERED, was she, michael.
>-because everyone will fear him.
NOT if they DON'T KNOW his history when
Tracy rehabilitates her FEAR NEARLY
INSTANTLY simply by DOIN EVERY THING
EXXXACTLY PRECISELY OPPOSITE of
HOWE you and the other MENTAL PATIENTS
recommend, michael:
From: Michael A. Ball <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: Mon, 08 Aug 2005 09:02:45 -0400
Subject: Re: introducing dogs into a new family
On Sun, 07 Aug 2005 03:12:53 -0400, "bulldog2" <artfir...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
wrote:
> ...I AM EXTREMELY FEARFUL OF THE TWO MALES, ONLY BECAUSE I HAVE HEARD
THAT
> 2 MALES IN THE FAMILY NEVER WORKS.IS THERE HOPE OF PEACE AND HARMONY IN
> THIS SITUATION, OR IS THIS SIMPLY OUT OF THE QUESTION?
FIRST, try to get your Caps Lock repaired before
posting: everyone will seem nicer to you.
Putting two males together shouldn't be a problem;
especially if they are neutered, as they ought to be,
and if you've given them a clear understanding of
what you expect of them.
You will become the alpha figure.
I had a neutered, nine-month old Sheltie, 24 pounds,
and I brought in a 3.5 year old , neutered Sheltie,
14 pounds. That has worked better and better. The
older Sheltie had been abused and the puppy had been
pampered. So, the puppy has been able to sooth and
draw out the timid shelter Sheltie.
About six weeks ago, I brought home, from the shelter,
a 72 pound, intact, Chow Chow mix, Teddy. He has since
been neutered, and all three males get along.
Teddy had to persuade the younger Sheltie to leave
his food alone, but now, they even play a little.
{And Chow Chows aren't the playful type!} :-)
So, have your males neutered; make sure they know
your expectations and one another's limits, and you
should have few problems. Time together should be
very closely supervised until *well after* you
believe they'll be safe together.
When I die, I want to go where dogs go!
_____________
Your dog started HOWET NORMAL and
you TORMENTED IT till IT WENT INSANE
an then you MURDERED IT.
REMEMBER, michael?:
Newsgroups: rec.pets.dogs.rescue
From: "Michael A. Ball" <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: Wed, 1 Jan 2003 00:04:11 -0500
Subject: Re: A Visit to a Humane Society
"Charles Richmond" <richm...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote
> Where I live in Texas, it is Lab-x, Shep-x, Chow-x, and Pit-x dogs that
> fill the shelter. Other types generally get adopted fairly quickly. But
> the four aforementioned "breeds" are difficult to find homes for. [...]
Same in TN--except for the Pit-X. And, yes, they are
very hard to find home for. In fact, around here Lab-x,
Shep-x, Chow-x, might as well be born dead: they'd
suffer less.
I just realized that Teddy was gone today--gone to
The Bridge! Teddy was a Chow Chow-x. He was
adopted when he was a couple of months younger
and more cudddly.
The remainder of his days were spent chained to a tree,
rendering him less cuddly. He was returned as a PTS
request. So very often, the wrong "animal" dies; while
the guilty animal lives to adopt yet another dog. I'm
sorry for venting: rescue folks already know this.
--
Michael
> I wish I were there to meet him.
Yeah. Your "advice" to elegy was EXXXCELLENT
when she MURDERED her new DEAD RESCUE
DOG when IT WENT INSANE from her jerking
and choking and locking IT in a box and ignoring
ITS cries:
Subject: Re: Cower or fear bite--what determines...?
"Michael A. Ball" <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
news:bc4a435l5kt5rorpq8f9cst091d2q0oour@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> On Fri, 11 May 2007 18:31:03 -0400, elegy <el...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
> wrote: what's so fantastic about this dog that you feel the need to save
> him? that kind of extreme fear is SO far outside of the proper pit bull
> temperament it's not even funny. why are you focusing your energy here
> instead of on another pit bull who is of appropriate, outgoing,friendly
> temperament but who is in just as much need of a home?
"Fantastic"? Hmm. I haven't been asked that question
before, but it is a fair question. I work with dogs like
this [regardless of breed/mix] because they are there.
Because they are the under dogs. Because I am interested
in learning how to undo the harm done by others. They
are my personal learning lab, and I'm a free benefit to
the shelter.
I do not believe this dog was born with "extreme fear".
It would probably have a good temperament, except for
the creeps who have owned it.
Everyday, I encounter people with temperaments "far
outside of the proper" for human beings, but I don't
shun them. :-)
At present, there are two pit bulls in the adoption area.
Neither of them needs my attention, and neither is as
pretty as Brinx.
I expect both to be killed.
Whatever it takes.
----------------
From: "Michael A. Ball" <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
Date: Tue, 18 Dec 2001 22:35:20 -0500
Subject: Re: Ethical Dilemma (Son bitten by dog
in schoolyard) (long)
"AussieResc" <aussier...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote>
> I find this amazing that someone who posts on a board for rescue would
> have this attitude. Pat
This NG is specifically for dog rescue. I hate cats
and never give a cat an even break--unless they just
happen to break in the middle.
When I started to work at the animal shelter, cleaning
kennels, I was asked if I liked cats. I replied
enthusiastically, "Yes, if they are cooked right!"
I've never had to work with the cats! :-)
We're all different.
Michael
Subject: "Secret Cutting"
Groups: alt.sup****t.depression
From: Michael Ball
Date: Tues, May 30 2000 12:00 am
Email: "Michael Ball" <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
The movie, "Secret Cutting" airs tonight at
9:00 p.m. eastern, on USA Network.
-----------
Groups: alt.sup****t.depression
From: Michael Ball
Date: Mon, Dec 27 1999 12:00 am
Howard Hong wrote,
> "If I wanted more of this feeling, then it would probably be a pleasure,
> no?"
I almost replied, "WRONG!," and offered this explanation:
I sometimes makes little cuts under my watchband, with a
razor blade.
Although there is some physical pain, I feel triumphant
because Michael Ball is getting a little dose of what he
deserves. So, it is a pleasure.
How odd; even sensations that most people would rate as
bad, sick, horrible, etc., can be and are pleasures--if
we want them. I never thought of those insignificant
little cuts specifically as pleasures, but they are!
I love it when little streams of blood trickle down my arm.
And I like the reminder pain over the following couple of
days, during the healing process.
------------
Subject: Prozac
Groups: alt.sup****t.depression
From: Michael Ball - view profile
Date: Mon, Aug 14 2000 12:00 am
Prozac affects everyone differently. Please, don't allow
other's Prozac experiences to influence you too much.
I take another medicine that makes me tired; so, I can't
attribute fatigue to Prozac. FWIW, fatigue is a common
complaint. I don't believe Prozac has any effect on one's
immune system. In my humble opinion, Tabasco Sauce and
jalapeno peppers are far more effective than any flu shot!
:-) I haven't had a cold in years. :-)
Wait a minute! A cat lover!?
Oh, well, I suppose someone has to...
(((K))) I hope you're doing well today.
Michael
-------------
> I don't want to minimize Dallas's problem, or blow it out of pro****tion.
> Dogs do what they know to do.
ALL AGGRESSION IS FEAR, michael.
You know all abHOWET AGGRESSION
and FEAR, don't you, michael.
> If you have the resources and a professional trainer is available, use
> one.
You mean WON LIKE THESE, michael?:
"Loop the lead (it's basically a GIANT nylon or leather
choke collar) over his snarly little head, and give him a
stern correction" --Janet Boss
http://tinyurl.com/5m6ppt
"J1Boss" <j1b...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
news:20040324071828.07753.00000001@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> He was next to me and I could see his neck muscles pulsing. He didn't
> even blink an eye. Janet Boss
"sionnach" <rhyfe...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
news:c3qi15$2biuoh$1@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> "J1Boss" <j1b...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
> news:20040323173916.10096.00001938@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> > > I can't imagine needing anything higher than a 5 with it, even with
an
> > > insensitive dog like a Lab.
An INSENSITIVE DOG???
> > I can't remember what model of Innotek I have, but I had a pointer
> > ignore a neck-muscle-pulsing 9.
========
"Loop the lead (it's basically a GIANT nylon or leather
choke collar) over his snarly little head, and give him a
stern correction" --Janet Boss
"Reliable Punishment Cycles, Different Thresholds
To Pain And Punishment, High Tolerance For
Correction, Escalation Of Correction To A Level
Where The Dog Yelps When You Punish Him,
Thus Making The Experience One Which The Dog
Will Want To Avoid In The Future," grant teeboon,
RAAF.
captain arthur haggerty SEZ: "A CHIN CHUCK"
Makes A ResoundingSound Distraction: "When
You Chuck The Dog The Sound Will Travel Up
The Mandible To The Ears And Give A Popping
Sound To The Dog."
"Many People Have Problems Getting The Pinch
Right, Either They Do Not Pinch Enough, Or They
Have A Very Stoic Dog. Some Dogs Will Collapse
Into A Heap. About The Ear Pinch: You Must Keep
The Pressure Up," sindy "don't let the dog SCREAM"
mooreon, author of HOWER FAQ's pages on k9 web.
> Otherwise, you can probably correct Dallas's misbehavior.
Dallas AIN'T "misbehaving", michael.
He's NORMAL.
Like your DEAD DOG Teddy was pryor to
YOU HURTIN and INTIMIDATIN IT an
MAKIN IT AFRAID of your other dog.
> I doubt that Dallas is trained to guard a physical area,
That's IRRELEVENT, michael.
> and if so, he's away from it now. So, what's he reacting to? Again, why
> didn't he react that way to you?
She's probably been FRIENDS with him all his life.
> If you know, that's just about what you need to get other people to do.
> :-)
You mean, get people to know Dallas since birth?
> Get some of your friends/acquaintances who would be willing to help, one
> at a time, to help you retrain Dallas. The three of you go for a walk.
See
> how close your helper can get to you.
If Dallas reacts aggressively that'll REINFORCE
his FEAR behavior, won't it, michael.
> Try to decrease the distance as you walk. Once Dallas appears to accept
> the presence of the helper, hand the leash to your helper and continue
> walking.
The heelper would have to learn HOWE to
pupperly handle the lead so's not to JERK
an CHOKE him an cause him to PAINICK, michael.
> Slowly drift away from Dallas and see if he will tolerate the
separation.
If Dallas DON'T "tolerate the separation"
he'll ATTACK her FRIEND and they'll
PROBABLY become AFRAID an MURDER
IT like HOWE you done to your own dogs.
REMEMBER michael?
> If he absolutely goes nuts, close up and retake the leash.
It'll probably take a while to release his teeth
from her friend's arse unless she pulls him off
between bites like HOWE paul e. schoen done
when his dog ATTACKED a innocent defenseless
puppy in janet's OBEDIENCE class thanks to
her EXXXPERT PERSONAL REAL LIFE IN
PERSON INSTRUCTION jerking and choking
him on her custom made pronged spiked pinch
choke collar.
REMEMBER, michael?
> Repeat the process until Dallas realizes he will remain safe, in the
hands
> of people you accept.
That'll EXXXPIRE all of her FRIENDS, michael.
Usually when workin with fear aggressive dogs
all you gottta do is PRAISE THEM and they
WON'T BE AFRAID so long as you don't jerk
and choke the dog to FORCE CON-TROLL like
HOWE you done to your own DEAD DOGS.
REMEMBER, michael.
> We all fear the unknown,
No we don't, michael. Only COWARDS and
VICTIMS OF ABUSE FEAR "things", michael.
> to various extents; including Dallas. He just needs to eliminate a
source
> of fear: strangers.
HOWE do you know Dallas FEARS "strangers",
michael? Perhaps he ONLY fears MEN like
professora melanie chang's dog Solo?:
"Well, Jack Did Hit My Dog. Actually I'd Call It
A Sharp Tap Of The Crook To The Nose. I Know Jack
Wouldn't Have Done It If He Thought Solo Couldn't
Take It. I Still Crate Him Because Otherwise I Fear
He Might Eat My Cat,"Melanie Lee Chang"
mch...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
Canine Behavioral Genetics Project University of
California, San Francisco
http://psych.ucsf.edu/K9BehavioralGenetics/
OR perhaps he ONLY fears men wearin HATS
or walkin with a cane or men who've been drinkin
or takin ANTI PSYCHOTIC medications like
HOWE you do, michael?
> For what it's worth,
Your "advice" ain't worth NUTHIN, michael,
you pathetic miserable stinkin lyin animal
murderin sociopath:
Groups: alt.sup****t.depression
Subject: i'd give advice
From: Michael A. Ball
Date: Tues, Mar 28 2006 7:46 pm
On Tue, 28 Mar 2006 18:37:36 +0100, "humble.life"
> <nos...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote: but i'm not out of the depths so i wouldn't
be
> a science that proves itself
Go ahead; give your opinions. Most of the advice given
here is from folks who are still struggling. Don't take
everything as the gospel, but there are some very insightful
people in this group.
----------
Groups: alt.sup****t.depression
From: Michael Ball
Date: Mon, Mar 13 2000 12:00 am
"Rage"? "Again"? I wonder if a lot of folks get angry
at their therapists, and why? My therapist used to try
to convince me that Michael Ball is not so bad. That
annoyed me so much! I'm not sure what bothered me most:
the fact that I couldn't seem to convince him of the truth;
or the thought that he was trying to trick me; or something
entirely different.
He was a nice guy, but I just couldn't get him to see the
real me. Ha! If I had, he might have stopped wasting his
effort! We eventually began working on his problems. :-)
Misplaced aggression? Is that why we tend to attack
some of those who want to "help" us?
----------
Groups: alt.sup****t.depression
From: Michael A. Ball
Date: Sun, Mar 14 2004 6:25 pm
On 14 Mar 2004 13:48:35 -0800, crysal...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
(crysalis) wrote:
> [...]Tomorrow I see the Dr. I hope they tell me something good. [...]
I hope he tells you "something good" too! If you were
asked to list the top three good things you'd like for
him to tell you, what would they be?
I put myself in your shoes for a minute and discovered
that question is not as simple as it sounds. We don't
always know how to heal the pain or even what is causing
the pain: we only know that we hurt.
Maybe your doctor will tell you that it is not your skin
that you want to escape, but everything inside of that
skin" your..."self"!
I'm reminded of a time in my life when I applied to enter
a *** reassignment program. Fortunately, during the initial
evaluation process, it was determined that I wasn't
trans***ual, and didn't want to be a woman: I just didn't
want to be Michael Ball.
That was a day of considerable relief, but also one of great
sadness and hopelessness. There would be no Andrea Beck,
and for the time being, no escape from MB.
Best wishes tomorrow. I hope you'll tell us how things went
Michael
A day without recoil is like a day without sun****ne!
-------------
> a balance of defending and accepting would be my personal goal for
Dallas.
> I have a Chow Chow, and I don't want Tang to accept just anyone.
LUCKY FOR THAT otherWIZE you'd MURDER him.
> Please, keep us posted. This is going to be a great learning experience!
A
> dog's life is too short; their only fault really.
Groups: alt.sup****t.depression
Subject: Why do People seem to Have an Orgasm
making snide remarks?? It Makes my
skin crawl. Rosena
From: Michael A. Ball
Date: Mon, Mar 20 2006 11:15 am
Email: Michael A. Ball <Guard...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
On 19 Mar 2006 14:52:39 -0800, elystormbrin...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
wrote:
>...I know. It isn't the person, as much as the way humans in general
can't
>resist making jabs at people if some op****tunity presents itself. I was
>talking about Claudia who I do not get along with anyway. And whenever
she
>makes a remark in anything related to me it makes me livid. But . . . I
am
>also antsy today.
Always consider the source. Whether they are written or
spoken words, negative or positive, always consider who
it was that wrote or spoke those words. Ask yourself if
that person is even worth listening to. Decide whether
or not their views are worth the time of day--much less
being upset about.
Personally, I don't mind snide remarks at all.
Whatever it takes.
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